dark purple satin dress
pinned and stitched to my skin
pearls may bless
my confidence
rip my head
and beat me dead
in a blood soaked gown
i’m here but how?
brought alive
by the words
whispered under your breath
lay beside me
and hold me
till i dance with death
i’m free
but i’m not living
i’m no debutante
I desire to be
something that you would want
so tell me
tell me i’m enough
tell me
tell me i’m enough
tell me
tell me i’m enough
tell me
tell me i’m enough
dark purple satin dress
you'll slip it right off my skin
tie my wrists
i’ll be your bitch
feelingless
do i fit in?
now
now
now (brought alive by the words whispered under your breath)
now (lay beside me and hold me till i dance with death)
i wanna be like quinn
face made of porcelain
wreck my fragile angel wings
you’re my boy
make my body sting
gut me open
cut me out
now i’m your puppet
come and talk through my mouth
introduce me to god
so i know how to pray
make me beg like your dog
so i know to behave