tied pink ribbons brought you to this place
holding your memory in my heart is so heavy and I’ll
always wear my shoes that
make me so much taller
because i’ve lost my favorite necklace
the one you said was so much cooler than yours
knowing i wouldn’t see you again after this rainy day i
i tell you now
i will cradle you with a frown
because i know you took me for granted
and forget my name
as the blue sky melts you down
well i know you remember my house
but the way you had me
the way you held my face
It’s all
floating away from me
i would’ve
loved you if you’d let me
in the present i’m lustful and so hopeless it’s upsetting
the way i claw at empty souls and forget who i am for others
all i wanted was your body
but you wanted me for flowers
you know why
tears hold me down
singing softly to myself in a blood fever cry
i am no longer what you want
heaven angels me peace
as my body melts in a misery
that makes me feel like i’m not worthy of love
from you
from you
from you
now
i cant seem to fall asleep
oh i keep crying
all i see
my face is melted
mirrored ease
i’d love myself
but i’ll never be you
never
i’ll never
mmm
mmmm mmm